Dear Dad,
It took me so many years to get to the place where I could write dear before your name dad. For too many years, I raged against the pain you inflicted on me. For too many years, you were anything but dear to me. As I went from bed to bed of my lovers, I tried to fuck the pain, you caused in my life, away. As the years passed, the pain ebbed and flowed. Some days it was unbearable; other days I hardly noticed it.
I donāt know where you are now but I have a feeling youāre off-realm. As I write this letter to you, I have just finished reading this saga, which my daughter wrote. There were so many parts of her writing which caused me to pause or even cry. The part about Oda the Seeker's adventures really stuck out to me. The way they sought out those wallowing in their misery and loving them despite the anguish, pain, and suffering they caused in our realm. At first, it made me furious ā why rescue those who are responsible for so much misery?
As I pondered this though, I came to this realization ā if you had not been an asshole and a bigot, I wouldāve never run away. If I never ran away, my life would have never found love, peace, and a rich, profound happiness. I would never have become a mom. As I navigated nurturing and loving a young life, I had no idea what I was doing. All I knew was I was not going to make the same mistakes you made. You empowered me to not be like you. It seems fucked up to say, but now when I think about you wallowing in your misery, waiting for someone to find you and rescue you, my heart breaks.
Iām coming for you. I donāt know how long itāll take me to find you, but I hear Aion is good at finding lost souls. So, I am going to pay him a visit and see if he can point me in the right direction.
Iāll see you soon⦠I hope.
Your daughter,
Becky
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